Paano na lang kung wala ako?

A few months ago, while prepping to do the laundry I noticed that there was a little hole in the water hose so I asked Mr. L to fix it for me. He started telling me to cut the hose and I didn't really pay attention but just asked him to do it himself. While heading out of the room he said, "paano na lang kung wala ako?" and to spite him I shot back with, "eh di maghahanap ng ibang gagawa!"

Honestly, I don't know what I'd do without him. So much so that I get agitated when he's not around. When he tells he has to be out of town for work for a few days, I get palpitations and I just panic. #clingy LOL! He jokingly accuses me that I don't "support" him. But I do. I really do. I just don't support him being away from me! Hehe. How dare he ask what I'd do without him? As if it isn't obvious enough I'm pretty helpless. *I'm rolling my eyes*

I really hate it whenever my husband asks me, "paano na lang kung wala ako" because I can NEVER imagine life without him. Even when we fight and he starts to walk away I stop him. I just cannot without him.

With the recent death of Kobe Bryant, I have found myself inwardly crying for his wife, Vanessa, who lost her daughter and husband on the same day. It must be unbearable. I would never know what to do in her situation. No amount of wealth can ever console a wife who lost a well-loved husband and daughter.

Dasal lang talaga besh, no? We are not sure if we're going to be here tomorrow so cliché man, we'd have to live our lives to the fullest, love our hardest, hug our tightest, and give it our bestest.